How can I survive without love and money?
I am a 22 year old poor girl from Brunei Darussalam. I am still studying in college.I have a problem recently since December last year. Before my life is good and I have everything what I dreamed for. I have a boyfriend and in relationship 6 years now. He is an army but last 3rd February he is no longer working and now got no job. One day my life totally change when our friend don’t pay his debt to us about BN$10k, I hope that when he paid me I want to renovate my room for my engagement day on 20.01.08 but it’s just a dream! A friend that promised to pay on certain date did not pay until now 09.03.08 and don’t know where is he now. I thought that he really want to give us the money, because I already asked a worker to open up a ceiling and tiles, and my room was like hell now. In order to get my room as like usual I have to sell my hand phone, laptop, and my used handbags and everything that what I think can get money and for a car fuel... We ask for loan to anybody no matter how much but no one did helped include our siblings who just keep said don’t have the money, a friend? None at all. It’s just me and my boyfriend.Now i really had a raised huge amount of debts to pay:Car $829Phone Bill $400 Brunei DollarsMaid $600All above mentioned is a total of 2 months. When I go to college also I don’t have money buy food or drink just looked at my friend eating.And what bad is my family dumped me for what happened and they hate my boyfriend@fiancee. Every day in order to get money, me and my boyfriend have to think of something what else to sell until now we don’t have anything and when I at home my family looked at me in devil eyes. Every night I cried why god gives me a heavy burdened like this... when will our life get back to normal and become happy as always. I want to start a business but for sure I don’t have any modal to start, so when I succeed I want to show anybody that had torment us that we can survive. Now I’m looking for a loan or donation from a wise and wealthy heart out there… I can’t stand a life like this anymore but I keep on patience… imagine if you guys out there were in my shoes…..Your big help is desperately and urgently needed Just email me @: hot_gorgeous265@hotmail.comPhone: +6738667504
